wow. i suppose that maybe the kid's few days have been pretty to deal with?
i know that sounds weird considering how many "good" things have happened.
But i dunno. Its probably because i can't handle so many things you once.
Honestly i dont want to do with anymore. Its completely ridiculous. I'm taking on more things than is my job, or responsibilities...but more importantly, i'm taking on more things than i can handle. This is resulted in failure in each thing, one by one. And of course sang mostly my fault.
A) for being a yes person
B) for being a yes person just because i want to, seem helpful
but now apparently i'm also in charge of ג€“" tickets on top of
the program design and printing
the t-shirt buying, designing, and printing
the poster design and printing
readjusting the ad in jesus christ superstar
and other things i'm sure. i just can't remember it all. its stupid how i'm doing more things than the producers. i know its obvious. but honestly., you'd think that they'd take a hint by now, ESPECIALLY when we've said it to their face?
i think i'm going to have with get someone else on some of my stuff out doing. because i seriously can't handle all of this.
AND today, when i was their to tell mr raemisch about the plan i had for ZOOM he didnt even bother to listen. so whatever. i'm not going to waste him for his approval anymore. i'm glad everyone cares about zoom so much.
On top of this, i have to worry about the rest level skills competition in two weeks. WHICH i'm kinda worried about
also i need to work Fashion show and make the dragon and figure out what i want make the DVD
after that, i need to work out at filming for The Making Of...and get that going. so far i've only gotten like...5 emails back.
i STILL have NOT even researched more about private schooling SHOOT.
i feel like i'm incappable of doing anything. ...sucessfully. i'm failing.
WHAT A CRAPPY DAY.
i'm thinking its because i'm tired. NOTHING is helping. i hate you lj.
Friday, August 17, 2007
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